a "thing" of Beauty!!

Our Tavera was moving at a constant speed and dint provide much of a variation; and as we were traveling at night, the view outside dint provide much of a treat to our eyes.....nothing seemed to bring my eyes to rest so I could get a little sleep, after the previous night's journey and a whole day of activity I was supposed to have been exhausted.....but somehow I was not!!

As I was trying to figure out my surroundings inside the van, suddenly something moved....and my eyes acknowledged the attention immediately....they got anchored at the object.....!!I had never seen such a beautiful thing in my whole life......the shine, the sparkle, the tenderness still breathes strong in my heart...!!!the cool night air brushing through the tuft of her hair bringing its sweet smell, just chases away all the tiredness, pain and all such other things, the mortal body tries to bring with it.....the sight of her tightly shut eyes, the glistening white cheeks and the flying about strands of her beautiful tresses are enough to take the breath away of the most ferocious of beasts...!!

Holding in arms

The lights inside the vehicle were turned off and thus did not suffice for a clear view....so I had to wait for passing by vehicles to help me with their big bright headlights to have a clear view of the beautiful thing I was holding in my arms.....holding her was the most amazing feeling I ever had in my whole life.....her face so amazing and so fresh and the trust she had in me was clear in her blissfully-at-rest face......her pale white forehead was clear with no worries...I held her tightly close to my heart lest the jerks in the vehicle could break the sanctity of her celestial sleep.....I removed a few strands of her hair which had mischievously wandered into her face, so I could always have a full view of the delicate beauty, sleeping so adorably in my arms!!

I could see her chest heave up and down as she breathed, and this was all so faultless that sometimes I had to pinch myself to remind me that I still dwelt on this earth.....her tiny eyes moving inside the tightly shut eyelids, made me wonder about what might she have been dreaming about.....but it did not take me long to come out of those thoughts cause she suddenly rubbed her nose and turned around and put her face inside my chest to make it feel much more cosier....I kissed on her enchantingly beautiful forehead and she opened her all so mesmerizingly beautiful eyes and gave the most beautiful smile an angel could ever lend a mortal human...I could feel the strong beatings of my heart and I loved it as it was for such a beautiful thing in the universe...and then I kissed her....I closed my eyes n she closed hers and we felt the love flowing in our hearts.....we both prayed silently that it remained the same in our hearts our whole life long.....

I wished I could always hold her so close to me and she could always sleep so blissfully in my arms for eternity while I enjoy the beautiful creation of God and praise Him for it...and on that very night I could actually understand the true meaning of the sentence

                         "a thing of beauty is a joy forever"!!

The Beautiful Mind

"A Beautiful Mind"...a beautiful movie, i ain't doubting that.....!!may be i was guilty of watching it without letting my emotions to feed on it....or the movie could blatantly be convicted of not being very honest with emotions....so here i was simply trying to watch the movie....to pass the time(or, as my father would have put it, i was letting time pass me!!)...
suddenly my cell beeped....i opened the message.....it just said "Hie"....that was all the message had to say and that was all i wanted to see....my facial muscles moved n i knew i was smiling......my face lit up...(this much over just a "Hie"..??!!brr...!!!)anyways i eventually replied back....a simple "Hie..:)".....

and that was all....the conversation we both had and wanted for the day....n we both were happy...!!!we get what we want - a little fragrance of wanting and a little remembrance......that's what makes life so worth living...n so adorable..!!!
it was so easy to define our relationship..!!!

........and then there are times we take our whole lifetime to define a relation....!!!funny....

the diary of a happy loner

waking up from a lazy afternoon is never easy....still i made an attempt to have a look at the clock on my table...it said it was still 10mins before it would have gone wild about the alarm....i decided to lie down for some more time....and let the clock go gaga about the event it was so excited about....it was its job after all...to get everyone to work and chase their dreams..(to which it always puts a limit by breaking the dreams mid-way!!)...so i had to myself 10 mins of nothingness....no points on guessing what i start thinking about - "my life"(??!!)....the age old topic of everyone's chance of thinking nothing....!!

what days they were...they sure were golden days when a paper plane landed near you, you turned around and made sure the teacher wasn't looking, and put that plane back in the air, and enjoyed the flight with it.....now such a plane makes you sad and makes you miss those days....you made a paper frog, started playing with it, the teacher sees you, and decides to make you kneel down infront of the whole class with the paper frog in the mouth, which makes you the loser of the day, and still you dare to steal a smile and wear it and later while on the way back home, laugh about it in the school bus...and the morning sun, next day, promises you to bring all the fun back again for the day.....somewhere somehow we all knew how to laugh and be happy...and even the silly, innocent jokes we cracked around used to make such a stir in our hearts....!!

we sure have learnt a lot of things....grew around a lot of new technologies....went to a lot of new places....but we forgot many things.....we forgot how to smile.....how even if we stand as a loser infront of the whole crowd there is someone deep down inside who still knows how to smile...how to make fun and laugh about it......we forgot how we played the game of seven stones...where when the ball hits u its only your back which says its hurt but your face still laughs about it....and the pain we felt was sure to go away by the night.......but not now....!!now when we are hurt we don't even make an attempt of forgetting it.......and the pain still lingers on and chases you for weeks and months together......it eats you from inside....and you slowly give in to it till you feel that deep void feeling inside you.....the nightmares haunt you.....now no matter how much attempt you make to put that smile up, you never bounce back.....it only makes you feel how worse things have gone.....
signing off,
a happy loner.....